you've left me to do all this fucking digging. this is ridiculous. you are ridiculous.


other news. This break was awesome. I've never watched so much effing tv in my life, specifically The Office. Didn't really get anything for xmas because we have no money so I ordered it all with my own. I've been getting something new in the mail every day for the past 4 days. Other crazy stuff happened on new years, what the fuck was all that? I don't think anything actually happens. I feel like I'm above my head and my hands and mouth. I stare off into space a lot, I think a lot.

I never do new years resolutions,so here are some:
- be less vague
- find a way to unblock everything


This new school is lovelyish. I sometimes with the bus ride was longer, but only one way. ...That's not possible. That's my favorite way to listen to music- in a moving vehicle.
I procrastinate less, take fewer sick days. I feel a little better in general.

There's no way the new year can be as bad as any of the last 3.

To copy from someone else- things I'm glad I did this ['09] year:
- left MSMA
- had a really awesome friend for a while
- had crazy periods of depression, which is at least something different than being constantly... whatever this is.
- finding out my personality type [INTP]. People like me only make up 1-2% of the population, what theee fuck.
- started watching the office and my name is earl. they come on back to back. AN HOUR OF JOY. haaah.
- found a good way to eat
- read a lot of books
- bought julian casablancas tickets [jan. 14th!]
- FOUND ZE STROKES. that was at the begining of the year, almost forgot.
- decided to keep a diary that I write in erratically

end.